Farrah went to Aruba, Thanks to Lara!!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Hello Angel, It's Mommy

I know it's been a while since I've written to you but you know I hold you in my heart each second that passes. You would be 2 months old by now and it's been 7 long months since we lost you.

Another one of our Angels has joined you in heaven and I miss you guys each day.

Daddy and I are doing better then ever, still have ups and downs but getting thru it. We are trying to decide if we should TTC again. In my heart and mind it's all in Gods hands now. It's been 7 months since we lost you and almost 4 months since we lost our other Angel.

Your big brother and I were talking about you this morning and he was asking me questions. He hasn't done that since we were in the hosptial. I told him about how big you were, how beautiful you are and 100% perfect. One day when he's older and understands things I will show him your pictures. He loves you and the thought that your not here is hard for him.

We love you very much and miss both of you every day. Words can not express the pain that is in my heart but also the love I share for both of you.

I am send all my love you guys in heaven.

Love you both always,

Mommy, Daddy and your Big Brother!!!

1 comment:

  1. A beautiful lettr to Farrah. I am so sorry to hear that you have lost another baby. I also had a miscarriage 2.5 months after Jacob was stillborn. It is like rubbing salt in the wound.

    It's so sweet that your oldest brought up Farrah. I love that he hasn't forgotten, but it is sad that this is a part of his life.